今天真的够了!!!

今天很不开心...很不顺利....吃午餐后去买九把刀的书..结果排队排很久...结果就迟到啊!!!迟了六分钟啊!!!!很讨厌啊!!!付钱时一直害怕不够钱....给钱时, 他没有写折扣的价钱,吓我一跳....幸亏没有事情...

之后开始工作咯......到了四点多....A 有一个客人,一直要看很多衣服..结果在某处就堆了很多衣服...我想帮他时,他刚好回去那里整理...我很想帮忙他的, 结果他讲了一句话让我很心疼....我看到他的表情, 让我也很失望....我看到他那表情之后, 我立刻转身离开....他们一直说"你不用帮忙啦....等下你老板来你才知道.." 我很厌倦这句话......为什么要一直对我说这些话!!! 让我觉得你们不把我当自己人咯.....也没有什么要理睬我...说笑也只有他们自己笑而已....我很讨厌那感觉...互相帮忙有问题吗!! 谁没有空的, 得空的帮忙咯.........为什么要分那么清楚啊......让我觉得我好像做错事情,在受惩罚啊....

之后七点多, 有个印度客人来....我们店里的员工只有我和A, 另外两个去吃饭了......他叫我们, 但是没有人听见....后来他跑来问我....但是那个部门的东西我不熟啊....我跟他们说我不是那部门的, 我不清楚...结果......男的说去JUSCO 买, 女的就带着孩子离开...离开前还说: 你不清楚怎么SERVE顾客呢...我听见了立刻飙泪啊.......为什么要说得这么难听.....我做什么都不对啊!!! 离开又不是, 被人叫开时却被说成那样....

回家后, 我妈妈看着我....我就知道他没有煮我的饭了....之后又说我没有交代, 又说我生气.....我没有怪他啊, 只是我真的没有胃口......结果越说我越伤心..又哭一次了.....啊.......怎么这样啊!!!

觉得自己好像很没有用...是失败者.....无论在什么方面, 我都没有成功, 包括家庭........我很想成功啊!!! 救我啊!!!!!

is time for me to wake up...

i am too tired now...i am thinking, i am rili wrong tat i chosen to work...i had no time to communicate with my friend.....haiz...i had lost almost contact with my college friend...except 2 dar dar....haiz....

ytd, is the first time me n jeseleine with her darling going out to have dinner....hehe, go to eat shabu shabu neh...haiz....wasted tat we 3 din take photo...he is rili a sweet guy, happy tat she knew a gud guy.....after eating tat, i go for reflexology...finally, my leg not so pain le....after getting advise froom master, i have a nice time working 2day...

ytd while chatting with jeseleine by phone, we talked about benjamin....wat make me shock is, 2day suddenly he sms me....omg!!! y so ngam de....but what he discuss with me make me shock....i rili have a bad time 2day..i am too tired dy....

hope can load some pic on the next date with u guys....muacks......

Tagged by sen n huey

[01] Name: bernice
[02] Nickname: atan
[03] Married: no
[04] Zodiac Sign: pisces
[05] Gender: female
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: kuen cheng girls' high skul
[08] College: Taylor's PJ college
[09] Height: ......
[10] Weight: .....
[11] Do you like yourself: yes of course
[12] Piercings: two
[13] Right or left: one left , one right
[14] Are you a freak : maybe
[15] Hair: short
[16] Skin: quite white..but not rili...
[17] Allergic: seafood
[18] What are you doing now: doing ntg...of cos blogging lah!!!
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: still watching drama
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Marry

FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: parents
[22] Siblings (included you): 4
[23] Eldest: sister
[24] Youngest: me
[25] Love/hate your family: i love everyone in my family

MY ONE AND ONLY
[26] You found your another half: still hunting
[27] If yes, who is he/she: none
[28] If no,, who you want he/she to be: erm...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: none
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): nope....
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): no....
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: none...
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done:
[34] Ever argue with your other half: nope
[35] You with your other half since: ......
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: of course I'm straight =)
[37] Reasons you love your other half: ......
[38] You and your other half in which stage: .........
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: .......
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: .......

FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: secret......
[42] Your first enemy: none
[43] The friend you love the most: hmm....tough to answer...
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1only): none
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: hmmm...
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: none...
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: bitchy
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: playboy.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: yup....
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: miserable
[52] If your friend betray you: hurt.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: fustrated
54] If your friend fall in love with you: think of it gua.....
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: hehe......

STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: not rili....
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yes...of cos...
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: too many to choose
[59] Always late to school/college: nope.
[60] Your class: no....
[61] You love your seniors: think so.....
[62] Senior who you love the most: erm....
[63] Your classmates good/bad: both.
[64] Excellent result classmate: half half.
[65] Laziest classmate: no one

PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: think before talking.
[67] Stupid people: mistaken choice
[68] Good looking people: handsome n beauty
[69] Ugly people: hmmm...depend on faces too....
[70] Funny people: joker
[71] Cute people: feel to bite or cubit them....
[72] Bad people: liars or jahat.......
[73] Honest people: true
.[74] Acting people: copy others
[75] You are what kind of people: not sure.....

PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
[81] Listener or talker: listener
[82] Romantic or rich: richrealitic pls.......
[83] Good husband or Good Father: both

FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: after 25
[85] Numbers of kid(s): depends......
[86] Career: still working to make it true
[87] Salary: high!
[88] Retirement age: as fast as i can.....
[89] Properties value: great
[90] Wishes: Hope that all my dreams come true

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