i am confused in my life....

wat happened?? many thing around me seems like not true....abstract....

the final is coming soooooo near....i am so blur on it this sem....i wanna pass it..is it becos of my study attitude? y i become like tat?? it seems like it doesn't help much in my college life....

this few day, i keep on thinking of him....i rili wanna avoid of tat..this make me lost my sleep time....i hope i will become normal....pls.....give back my normal life...........

icc is waiting for me........weeee.....n i had almost forgetten bout it...omg!!!! i am thinking him to much n put too many "effort" on the drama......anyway..i am still working on it with ling n ys...phew...hope i got my laptop or desktop in this few day...with my wireless internet at home....kekeke..........

already few day, i haven met u....

i worry tat i not rili have it with u ....i worry i had started forget you...

i want my life to be good....i dun want think about u...too many things to do...

sumtimes, i rili hate tat u in my mind....while u dunno tat....

do u notice me? do u know me?

hope one day u will be mine....happy forever...

i hope tat my decision won't make me make mistake the whole life.......


a song by tank...

☆TANK 非你莫属☆
☆词:陈信廷 曲:TANK 编曲:洪敬尧☆
☆延长比赛 Keep Fighting(台湾版)☆

(独白):
你知道吗?
我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉
那是什么样子
我好希望再来一次

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

爱我 非你莫属
我只愿守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属
也许会笑着哭 但那人是你所以不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

爱我 非你莫属
我只愿守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属
也许会笑着哭 但那人是你所以不怕苦

那麽多相遇 偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
oh~ 我心的缝隙
我想除了你 任谁也无法填补这空虚

爱我 非你莫属
我只愿守护 由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属
也许会笑着哭 但那人是你所以不怕苦
那个人是你 所以不怕苦
oh~ 我不怕苦

Ytd..I am damm damm tired.....this is the first time i had been out for 12 hour....alone with my friend....walao..rili make me shock....a great adventure....

The story goes like that...

After preparing in the morning, i wait for her call to go out and fetch her near IOI Mall...i had waited her for 10 min b4 she arrive....then we drive to sunway and have our time...she keep on tell me to slow down and dun be too near to the car....i am so nervous tat time cos tat is my first time to fetch her....

We walk here and there and chat all the way....then we go to sing k for 2 hours...i try to make her happy cos she are unhappy about sumthing....after that we have our time by windows shopping.....she bought me a amerlet....i am so happy...this is the second present she bought for me..i am so appreciate....

Before she have her lunch, I am so hurt....she told me not to be so fierce to her friend...omg....i din did tat...y mz she say tat....this is the first time she rili hurt me while i am not doing wrong....hate the feeling when she scold me....

at night...i send both of them home....i have to drive to subang then to serdang....we go to wrong way when we go to serdang...omg..i rili hate tat....my petrol flies fast....wat shall i do...damm damm damm....but is ok, i shud not be so care bout it cos she had paid all my bill in the shopping mall....haha...thanks ya....

happy but tired...

hope can have a nice trip in other day....