Listen Sweet Heart

가시연 刺莲

2009-06-14T15:59:00.002+08:00

真是好看的一本豆花小说......

这本小说, 讲述的是允浩和在中两人的爱情故事.....这本小说被分成三部分, 前篇, 正篇和后篇.....

前篇讲述的是17岁的允浩和在中的相遇.....两人彼此相爱后, 想尽办法在一起......允浩为了在中改变了许多, 无论在任何一方面......在这里, 他们的恋情也渐渐被家人知道了.....

正篇讲述的是27岁到32岁的生活.....在中到允浩结婚后的家......允浩试着忘记在中, 但他的出现让晕浩再次抵抗不了.....允浩的妻子怀了他的孩子已经6个月了......在生下孩子后就死了......在这段时间里, 允浩不断想尽办法甩掉在中, 但是还是忘记不了他对在中的爱.....就算是在中杀了他的母亲和老婆, 他依然爱着他.....允浩在老婆去世后, 也把在中娶回家了....

后篇讲述的是32岁后的生活.....他们两把孩子接回家里养....这段其间, 孩子在在中的压力下长大....孩子不了解他们的生活, 但是他知道他不能失去他的爸爸.....爸爸是他唯一的依靠....在中也得了病....在支撑不了的情况下, 他终于自杀了.....允浩非常伤心...他在女儿17岁生日的时候, 选择了和在中一样的方法也自杀了.....女儿虽然痛恨这事情的发生, 但是他了解这些都是因为爸爸爱着在中....

看完了这故事真的觉得, 爱情好可怕.....爱一个人, 一定要这么傻吗? 为什么就不能理智一些呢.... 故事里的在中, 太傻了......虽然没有哭, 但是我知道爱情真的让人丧失了理智.......

End of the sem & begin of final

2009-04-30T21:25:00.003+08:00

Well~~ the aw assignment finally is handed up.....b4 this, i have an bad experience.....

In the morning of 6.45, XXX called me.....i had jz slept on 3am due to assignment and drama.... this call make me a shock......XXX said that her file having problem...she might having problem on handing in the assignment on time.... In half hour time, i helped her with a solution which is --- extend the due date by informing miss .......luckily everything ok....

After hand in assignment on 11.50 to miss, while she is sitting there to collect assignment, we go to subang neway.....actually we decided to watch movie...but the time seem like not allowing us to do so.....we sing till 3pm.....wat a great time...thanks pabo yeobo.....muacks.....haha....

**p/s: some one is scare to watch horror movie when i decide to watch "coming soon".... there are scene showed lost finger with blood but some one is so scare.....(soli for scaring u guys....)

On the way fetching me back to collect my car, the traffic is sooooo damm bad....me n pabo start posing n taking photo in the car (i think many ppl looking at us~~haha).... I am not going to post any photo here....who wanna look the photo pls proceed to my FB.....damm relax sitting in her car.....haha.....thanks for fetching too.....

By the way, final exam is started from next week.....planned to start making skeleton for the exam from tmr.....no more last min work....gambade~~ after final, here i come the sem 4 of my diploma.....

Glad to have u guys accompany me in my diploma life.....I have a memorable sem 3......thanks.... and also my crm group, my best presentation i have.......glad to have u guys as my team mate...

emo day plus hot day~~

2009-04-27T13:02:00.003+08:00

wat a hot day!!! in this hot day, i still have to go school to hand up my assignment.....oh gosh....

along the way going skul, i almost get caught by the police....thanks god he din arrest me......wat a scary experience ar...jz because i am talking on the phone, the are pointing at me and wanna block me..... thanks police for letting me go.....

2 hours so emo in the skul.....am i so fierce till she wanna threat me like tat? i rili trying hard to control my emo....i am like a outsider.....i am like the last ppl who noe those thing the last....y am so left out....cos they start to to leave me alone? or my attitude rili make ppl so unhappy.... i rili feel to cry on the way home.....rili damm emo now....

*u don't even noe me* this is wat i wrote in my old msn acc......i rili dun even noe myself.... i rili have to take a mirror n c wat a face am i..... a shit face!!! not beautiful, not cute, not smiling at all..... jz smelly like a shit.....

y dun i learn to forgive ppl...y am i so ez scolding them....y my driving so char one....until no one wanna sit my car....haiz....i am a scary driver......y don't i improve wei!!!! i am always the loser....

**i noe u r emo-ing, i dun want to kacau u.... but pls be happy....u r haengbok cos i am staying beside you n support u..... there are still many ppl care about u in this world....gambade~~

chukka juseyo...

2009-04-23T11:41:00.002+08:00

y am not doing assignment but blogging here leh?

cos i am so happy....finally...sumthing will happen....

rili happy tat i saw u haengbok kaeyo...i noe u will be the most haengbok between us...chongmal... u rili the most haengbok between us....

my tears is rolling in my eyes...cos of happiness...

emptiness nvr end in my life..untill now...
holding back the tears, jz to c the happiness between us...

chong mal chukka hamnida....

my mind is empty now....keep on rolling in my mind....

why will this appear in my mind....arrgghh....

complicated.....

2009-03-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

thanks for the people who wish me me in my bday....i rili appretiate it very much.....

mid term passed.....phew, but the asignment is keep on rushing to my head....i am bored with it now....dunno y......my emo now is very complicated......aarrgghh...who want to be my councellor? i wanna speak to sumone to make myself release.......pls get me sumone!!!!

the thing i want, u can't give me....i noe u r gud to me....i appretiate it!!! pls give me sum space....i dunno wat to say....jz leave me alone..........

i wanna diet too....i wanna be successful...pls....slim slim slim....

aza aza hwaiting......kwen cha na yo.....saranghaeyo....

a wierd feel on me....

2009-03-03T17:47:00.002+08:00

this few day, i have some wierd feelings.....

怎么办啊.....我很讨厌这种感觉啊!!!!! 救命...但是我知道是错觉....可是, 我发现我越来越在乎了......还是忘了他吧..

mid term...omg.....feels like going smooth....tmr is mpp, stress subject for me. after mpp, there is ntg much to worry cos is jz left icg......then, here comes the time to rush assignment.....wat a bad day ar....

2day, very jam when coming to college...damm it!! i nearly late for exam...... on the way to college, i knock a lorry...luckily ntg damage to my car.....oh my!!! what a rude driver!!! hate it...y dun malaysia driver become better.....speeechless to msia law also....

working on assignment...gambade...

my new year...

2009-01-31T12:33:00.002+08:00

Finally, i had came back from penang....hehe.....

actually, i am quite lazy to blog about this year chinese new year....cos it is ntg rili happy tat i am willing to share here....quite a boring new year, beside of facing my laptop with youtube and getting angpao from other.....

this year angpao....rili less....n i had lost my money in gambling....omg....i thought i would get more angpau..but, seems like this year economiy rili make the income decreased....wuwuwuwu....

so tired n hungry.....feel to take a rest...if got chance, i will blog more....

My Bad Mood Before New Year

2009-01-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

My night mare is coming!!!!!

OMG!!!

Fire Cracker.....get away!!!!

Y is the new year seems like a nightmare to me?!

I hate that I so scare to it!!

Everytime I was laughed by my relative...

oh gosh......

Spring cleaning 2day!!

N I get scolded...

I am so tired that i had no mood on it....

N wat..tmr i am going out with my secondary junior...

Y u all so ignoring me to go out?!

U guys make me feel tat i am not active...

I wanna show myself...

I am a Active gal..

I wanna meet more ppl..

I am not longer a small kid!!

I am 20 this year!!!

MPP also!!!

Dun think tat we r talking nonsense..

Sitting properly is not rili discussing...

Pls believe me I am working on ur work....

U all make me SAD!!!

This few day...

2009-01-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

the skul will started in this few day....damm nervous man....

jz get my salary few day ago..hehe....quite happy de....but i had use it in many place.....my salary is not much, but i am happy tat i have extra money....hehe....but i decide to use my salary wisely....(seems chinese new year is coming, i had used 100 to buy new clothes...hehe....)

*sigh, i sick.....nose like a waterfall.....*

when i visited u guys blog, i saw many wishlist n list of thing done....hehe, no worry, i am not going to list out.....but i am thinking of make a target for myself...

Score in exam n assignment n other works....
Collect enuff cgpa for continueing degree.....
Diet from 59 to 50 in 11 month......
Make changes to myself....
have more friends
secret~~~~

let's work together in this new beginning~~~

happy 2009 n happie ending 2008

2009-01-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

finally...everythings is end..n there will be a new beginning on year 2009...

guess wat...i had end my part time work!!! oh yeah....this rili make me torture....until now oni i noe i am a stupid fella....i hate myself while working...i am not a gud promoter......i wanna make improvement in the future......

i hope everything in this year will changed....improvement mz be done in this year.....

**thanks Will n Jes for coming my house n celebrate ny with me...so soli bout the gaming things....wait for my kentucky fried chicken ba.........lol........

今天真的够了!!!

2008-12-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

今天真的够了!!!

今天很不开心...很不顺利....吃午餐后去买九把刀的书..结果排队排很久...结果就迟到啊!!!迟了六分钟啊!!!!很讨厌啊!!!付钱时一直害怕不够钱....给钱时, 他没有写折扣的价钱,吓我一跳....幸亏没有事情...

之后开始工作咯......到了四点多....A 有一个客人,一直要看很多衣服..结果在某处就堆了很多衣服...我想帮他时,他刚好回去那里整理...我很想帮忙他的, 结果他讲了一句话让我很心疼....我看到他的表情, 让我也很失望....我看到他那表情之后, 我立刻转身离开....他们一直说"你不用帮忙啦....等下你老板来你才知道.." 我很厌倦这句话......为什么要一直对我说这些话!!! 让我觉得你们不把我当自己人咯.....也没有什么要理睬我...说笑也只有他们自己笑而已....我很讨厌那感觉...互相帮忙有问题吗!! 谁没有空的, 得空的帮忙咯.........为什么要分那么清楚啊......让我觉得我好像做错事情,在受惩罚啊....

之后七点多, 有个印度客人来....我们店里的员工只有我和A, 另外两个去吃饭了......他叫我们, 但是没有人听见....后来他跑来问我....但是那个部门的东西我不熟啊....我跟他们说我不是那部门的, 我不清楚...结果......男的说去JUSCO 买, 女的就带着孩子离开...离开前还说: 你不清楚怎么SERVE顾客呢...我听见了立刻飙泪啊.......为什么要说得这么难听.....我做什么都不对啊!!! 离开又不是, 被人叫开时却被说成那样....

回家后, 我妈妈看着我....我就知道他没有煮我的饭了....之后又说我没有交代, 又说我生气.....我没有怪他啊, 只是我真的没有胃口......结果越说我越伤心..又哭一次了.....啊.......怎么这样啊!!!

觉得自己好像很没有用...是失败者.....无论在什么方面, 我都没有成功, 包括家庭........我很想成功啊!!! 救我啊!!!!!

is time to awake...

2008-12-06T01:55:00.002+08:00

is time for me to wake up...

i am too tired now...i am thinking, i am rili wrong tat i chosen to work...i had no time to communicate with my friend.....haiz...i had lost almost contact with my college friend...except 2 dar dar....haiz....

ytd, is the first time me n jeseleine with her darling going out to have dinner....hehe, go to eat shabu shabu neh...haiz....wasted tat we 3 din take photo...he is rili a sweet guy, happy tat she knew a gud guy.....after eating tat, i go for reflexology...finally, my leg not so pain le....after getting advise froom master, i have a nice time working 2day...

ytd while chatting with jeseleine by phone, we talked about benjamin....wat make me shock is, 2day suddenly he sms me....omg!!! y so ngam de....but what he discuss with me make me shock....i rili have a bad time 2day..i am too tired dy....

hope can load some pic on the next date with u guys....muacks......

tagged

2008-12-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

Tagged by sen n huey

[01] Name: bernice
[02] Nickname: atan
[03] Married: no
[04] Zodiac Sign: pisces
[05] Gender: female
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: kuen cheng girls' high skul
[08] College: Taylor's PJ college
[09] Height: ......
[10] Weight: .....
[11] Do you like yourself: yes of course
[12] Piercings: two
[13] Right or left: one left , one right
[14] Are you a freak : maybe
[15] Hair: short
[16] Skin: quite white..but not rili...
[17] Allergic: seafood
[18] What are you doing now: doing ntg...of cos blogging lah!!!
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: still watching drama
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Marry

FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: parents
[22] Siblings (included you): 4
[23] Eldest: sister
[24] Youngest: me
[25] Love/hate your family: i love everyone in my family

MY ONE AND ONLY
[26] You found your another half: still hunting
[27] If yes, who is he/she: none
[28] If no,, who you want he/she to be: erm...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: none
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): nope....
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): no....
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: none...
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done:
[34] Ever argue with your other half: nope
[35] You with your other half since: ......
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: of course I'm straight =)
[37] Reasons you love your other half: ......
[38] You and your other half in which stage: .........
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: .......
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: .......

FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: secret......
[42] Your first enemy: none
[43] The friend you love the most: hmm....tough to answer...
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1only): none
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: hmmm...
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: none...
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: bitchy
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: playboy.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: yup....
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: miserable
[52] If your friend betray you: hurt.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: fustrated
54] If your friend fall in love with you: think of it gua.....
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: hehe......

STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: not rili....
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yes...of cos...
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: too many to choose
[59] Always late to school/college: nope.
[60] Your class: no....
[61] You love your seniors: think so.....
[62] Senior who you love the most: erm....
[63] Your classmates good/bad: both.
[64] Excellent result classmate: half half.
[65] Laziest classmate: no one

PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: think before talking.
[67] Stupid people: mistaken choice
[68] Good looking people: handsome n beauty
[69] Ugly people: hmmm...depend on faces too....
[70] Funny people: joker
[71] Cute people: feel to bite or cubit them....
[72] Bad people: liars or jahat.......
[73] Honest people: true
.[74] Acting people: copy others
[75] You are what kind of people: not sure.....

PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
[81] Listener or talker: listener
[82] Romantic or rich: richrealitic pls.......
[83] Good husband or Good Father: both

FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: after 25
[85] Numbers of kid(s): depends......
[86] Career: still working to make it true
[87] Salary: high!
[88] Retirement age: as fast as i can.....
[89] Properties value: great
[90] Wishes: Hope that all my dreams come true

TAGGED
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the change of my life.....

2008-11-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

i had started to work..in a shopping mall near my house.....i had worked 2 day, n my leg damm pain....wah....selling babby things is quite diff de.....cos u have to noe the size n age of the baby..n most important....gender!!!! haha...cos the colour of the clothes have big diff also......

nice place to work..but this is my first experience, so it would be a tough time... n i am very tired till now my brain is empty....wuwuwu..damm sad...

to my college friend, i may leaving u all after sem 2....sorry guys.....i may change to segi college to study mentossori (a teaching method for kids, such as kindergarten)...maybe it is quite shock, but i am still discussing with my family....i am still thinking of tat....hehe....don't worry my dear friend......it is still not a fact, n i am going to sit the final exams still......

i am tired....damm no power...dunno how am i going to do my work......

an issue in malaysia....

2008-11-10T19:23:00.002+08:00

actually, this issue had been talk few weeks ago........penang will launch a free WiFi for every resident......yeap, this issue is old.....but i am happy....i can use my laptop in home town finally.....hehe...maybe, i can watch tw programme loh...hahaha..(if possible)

i had been waiting my laptop for one year...phew...finally i get it...(n finally i have time to post bout my laptop!!!) the brand is hp, dv 40....not expensive, but it is enuff for me to use...hehe...but wat i dun like bout this laptop is, the weight n the touchpad.....heavy, not nice designed....but i like the cover....haha....if i have money, i would buy sum accessories for it...(hope to get it from other ppl on my next year bday.... :P) thanks to my brother for helping me to get it.....

2day, specially go to skul jz to pass up hw.......chew!!! but at least we have fun....go to sunway...haha, sit at popular n read book....n i had decide the present to wish dar dar n ys to give me....hehe.....happy neh....gidden (九把刀) collection (if translate to eng, is nine knifes)..... i rili like his collection....nice...meaningful..i hope to read twilight also...hehe....

final had arrived, i have to prepare it....gambade my dear friend......

is hard to believe......

2008-11-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

"is hard to believe, tat i couldn't c...u're always right beside me......."

this song is sang in hsm 1.....omg..i had almost forgotten wat's the story about...after watch it again, cool....it let me think of sumthing...try bolton is rili like my dream guy....guud in singing n play basketball......i dunno y, when i was in high skul, the ppl i like is all play basketball.... haha.... maybe bcos they r cool...although i am not rili gud at tat, but i enjoy playing it....hope tat one day i got chance to play it again...hehe...diff interest with dar dar.....

haiz....when is my dream guy coming??!! (I am dreaming too much n watched too much drama) wuwuwu...after saw u for so many time, i rili started to miss u liao..damm or not!!! crazy me again..thinking too much on guy....come back....the real atan mz come back...be realistic pls... exam is coming soon... shud not focus on tat........back back back.....

the immw..omg.....we r making 2 lecturer disssapointed on us........shit!! is it rili our level is not there? or we r not putting effort on it? or our thinking is incorrect? but i trying hard to do those staff.....rili..but i am not gud at tat.......i am so unsensitive about the news around the world... i am suck...untill i dunno who is obama....u c how terrible am i.......

ANYWAY...CONGRATS OBAMA............

*Good Luck Guys In The Final N Everything*

thinking of you

2008-11-03T19:25:00.002+08:00

2day, i saw you again...weeeee....miss you liao...haha..scare myself can't sleep 2night...

one thing i dun understand, y u look at me and talk while second time walk through the dark room....n u stopped 3 second on me....if i din look at other side, will u look at outside also?

i hope i am not so 38....i dun want have any bad impression for him...trying to keep myself gud...

the life in college is verey tough now....the last thing to rush is the immw assignment...damm loh...project x redo, cos not creative enuff...55555555

try to have fun in my current life...

gambade.....

missing.....

2008-11-01T17:58:00.002+08:00

Finally, the icc presentation is ended......phew..nervous time had over.....now is the time for prepare final exam....damm it, i din study at all...i shall start my thing after immw ultimate assignment....gambade on it....

2day, i think i will get my laptop....i hope it will not postpone to other day again....if not i am rili having trouble on doing my ultimate assignment...pls...comme to me 2day....

after browsing my high skul blog, i found tat everyone had changed...more beautiful now...but me is the oni one who getting fatter n fatter.....omg...it's rili time for me to diet.......pls........i want diet....having tough time to make me slim back as last time....wuwuwu....gals, i hope u all are living well in every corner of this world.....miss u all....

i had missed him for many days oledi....i think, 10 days gua....hmm...but i still dun have any news bout him....is the fate ended? or i am not cherishing the chance? or shud i let go? or....there is no more assumption!!!! it mz be a fact!!! is mine is mine, not mine...nyah, jz get away from me....

everything gud luck...

i am confused

2008-10-22T19:04:00.002+08:00

i am confused in my life....

wat happened?? many thing around me seems like not true....abstract....

the final is coming soooooo near....i am so blur on it this sem....i wanna pass it..is it becos of my study attitude? y i become like tat?? it seems like it doesn't help much in my college life....

this few day, i keep on thinking of him....i rili wanna avoid of tat..this make me lost my sleep time....i hope i will become normal....pls.....give back my normal life...........

icc is waiting for me........weeee.....n i had almost forgetten bout it...omg!!!! i am thinking him to much n put too many "effort" on the drama......anyway..i am still working on it with ling n ys...phew...hope i got my laptop or desktop in this few day...with my wireless internet at home....kekeke..........

feeling...short n simple

2008-10-21T14:16:00.003+08:00

already few day, i haven met u....

i worry tat i not rili have it with u ....i worry i had started forget you...

i want my life to be good....i dun want think about u...too many things to do...

sumtimes, i rili hate tat u in my mind....while u dunno tat....

do u notice me? do u know me?

hope one day u will be mine....happy forever...

i hope tat my decision won't make me make mistake the whole life.......

a song by tank...

☆TANK 非你莫属☆
☆词:陈信廷曲:TANK 编曲:洪敬尧☆
☆延长比赛 Keep Fighting(台湾版)☆

(独白):
你知道吗?
我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉
那是什么样子
我好希望再来一次

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以不怕苦

那麽多相遇偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
oh~ 我心的缝隙
我想除了你任谁也无法填补这空虚

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
那个人是你所以不怕苦
oh~ 我不怕苦

SOC media carnival 2008

2008-10-19T12:51:00.008+08:00

a nice day....enjoyable day....but, i slept for 2 hours after finish my ad....

tiring, but happy....cos i saw him.....rili unbelievable...twice a week....

Here are some of the photo......

Student team in dialogue section

Media team in dialogue section

Big guy....sprayed by mix fm dj

front of annex...welcome note

View in court yard
me n sick ling...tired eyes....

FAT!!!!
Carnival booth
Sick ling n sen
Me n sen
another view
Carnival stage
Too bored.......
Sick ling n Mr. Winston de lecturer
Again..me n Mr. Winston de lecturer
My ad
Sick ling ad
Yong san ad

Mystery hidden..hehe

quite enjoy in the carnival, but is a little bored..maybe cos it is stilla new event..hope it will be nice in the following carnival...

**some phto is still missing..will be uploading soon........

A tiring DAY!!!

2008-10-03T13:19:00.002+08:00

Ytd..I am damm damm tired.....this is the first time i had been out for 12 hour....alone with my friend....walao..rili make me shock....a great adventure....

The story goes like that...

After preparing in the morning, i wait for her call to go out and fetch her near IOI Mall...i had waited her for 10 min b4 she arrive....then we drive to sunway and have our time...she keep on tell me to slow down and dun be too near to the car....i am so nervous tat time cos tat is my first time to fetch her....

We walk here and there and chat all the way....then we go to sing k for 2 hours...i try to make her happy cos she are unhappy about sumthing....after that we have our time by windows shopping.....she bought me a amerlet....i am so happy...this is the second present she bought for me..i am so appreciate....

Before she have her lunch, I am so hurt....she told me not to be so fierce to her friend...omg....i din did tat...y mz she say tat....this is the first time she rili hurt me while i am not doing wrong....hate the feeling when she scold me....

at night...i send both of them home....i have to drive to subang then to serdang....we go to wrong way when we go to serdang...omg..i rili hate tat....my petrol flies fast....wat shall i do...damm damm damm....but is ok, i shud not be so care bout it cos she had paid all my bill in the shopping mall....haha...thanks ya....

happy but tired...

hope can have a nice trip in other day....

Tag !! Tag !! Tag !!

2008-09-28T01:38:00.003+08:00

Got Tagged By Jess and Sen!!!

1:Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
--> Japan or Korea or Europe

2:What's your favorite thing to do?
-->Sleep, online, chat, sing

3:Do you think money can buy happiness?
-->In some purpose, but not all

4:If you were given a chance to recieve something, what would it be?
-->relationship n money

5:Thing/People you can't live without?
-->family, money, friend n the most important...f n b!!

6:What are you afraid to lose?
-->anything....

7:If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do?
-->invest to make more...haha....i will make my self be bahagia

8:What do you dream of doing in future?
-->hmm....dun have a rili detail plan...

9:List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
-->friendly,nice,kind-hearted

10:What makes you happy?
-->food, friend n family

11:What type of person do you hate the most?
-->smoker, liar, ppl who like to say bad word....i rili can afford this...(soli ya, u all r diff..)

12:If you have a super power what would it be?
-->make myself more beautiful n taller

13:Would you go for happiness or money?
-->Happiness is ore important in my life...

14:What do you think is the most important people in your life?
-->my family...not oni my partner

15:If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, would you die for him/her?
-->i dun think i will....i am a self caring ppl in honest....

16:Who's the last person who hugged you?
-->my lovely junior...

17:What is the one thing you wanna do badly right now?
-->ntg...

18:Who are you close to?
-->family...

19:Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
-->hmm....definitely no...

20:If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
-->i will do my best to get a good result...

7 things that scare you:
-->GHOST
-->insect
-->alone
-->lightning
-->exams & assignments
-->arguement
-->no money$$$$$$

7 things that you like the most:
-->family
-->lfriend
-->food
-->money
-->my computer
-->car

7 important things in my room:-
->bed
-->blanket
-->pillow
-->bloster
-->my wardrobe
-->my makeup set
-->handphone

7 random facts about me:
-->stuborn
-->short
-->fat
-->short hair
-->dark "circle" around my eyes
-->loud speaking
-->childish

7 things I plan to do before I die:
-->travel around the world with my loved one
-->become millionaire
-->married to the person i love and have kids with him
-->care my parent
-->having personal plane
-->no worries in my life
-->make my dreamcome true

7 things I can't do:
-->be taller
-->turn back to the time where i missed out
-->have sex before marridge
-->took drugs
-->be slimmer
-->break my rule
-->living alone for the entire of my life

7 things you are attracted to the opposite sex:
-->looking
-->behaviour
-->his image
-->the way he make me laugh
-->the way he care me
-->personality
-->money$$ (blinking eyes...haha)

7 things I always say:
-->wat lah
-->haiyo
-->hmm
-->eh
-->oh my god!!!
-->kkk
-->heheeheheehee

~7 people to do this questionaire:
--> no one

Raya Holiday...

2008-09-27T16:28:00.002+08:00

The holiday started....hmm...but we still have so many stuff to do...shit shit shit...a nice holiday with not perfect life...

Maybe i have to suffer longer, to make everything perfect...no matter how the world change, i still have to make myself survive...everything had become unbelievable...maybe, there mz be change to make us suit to the world changes....

To beloved,

It is not hard to make u love me, it is jz how much u can do to me...prepare the way...all u need is jz caring me.....lovely life, is not asked...

Caring is important in relationship...no one is leaving....shining star all the night, u always on my mind...

Heart, dream to understand the life....make me easier to know u more....

Shine in my life....always the most bright..my little star..love you...

A Memorable Day...

2008-09-25T18:53:00.003+08:00

2day, is immw presentation day...although is a presentation, but we dun have to wear formal...haha...great news...

i am so worry about the ppt...cos i am not confident with it...i am so worry tat i had misunderstand her requirement or other....searching for so many magazine to find the most suite ad to attach...

luckily, ms. syireen say we did a great job....nice man...but our group mz imporve on more verbal message...wow..this is the first time she din say anything bad...haha...great..thanks ms syireen...
here is the attachment of the advertisement...

The First Ad: HSBC Bank

The Second Ad: Wrigley's Extra Drop

The Third Ad: Bounce Softener

The Fourth Ad: Emporio Armani Amulet

Happy that our group get 9/10.....celebrate it..haha

Tiring n Happy....

2008-09-20T17:43:00.003+08:00

Ytd, after the CTR, me , ches n ys go to pyramid to watch movie (money not enough 2)...me n ys actually watched this, but i still force ches to go....a damm nice movie to watch...unluckily, me n ys felt sleepy neh...haha...but it is still nice to watch twice.....

After parking my car, sum one horn on me, omg!! is jess, john n huey...haha....they jz park beside my car!! after going in the mall, sumone ask us the way to go sum where...my chinese is most best among, so i have to explain the address to them....then we go to buy ticket for movie...finally, success puchasing ticket, buy present for my junior as bday present....

when i am going to collect my car, i saw sumthing infront of my wind screen..i am thinking it is advertisement or saman...when i get to it, it written there "invitation"....then i knew tat is from jess or other of them....after reading the context...walao..haha..tq ya..polis....tq inspector jess, inspector john n inspector huey....haha

2day, i am going back my high skul, to give out the present n visit them....happy tat she is gud now...wish her gud luck in her final exam this year....many thing had changed in my high skul hostel....hmm....sad sad sad....i dunno whether i am lucky for not staying long in the hostel... hope tat they have their gud time in the following day....

glad tat she had accompany me till 2pm n another till 3pm....i will be back when i am free.....miss u guys....muacks........

hmmm...enjoy??

2008-09-16T18:30:00.004+08:00

ytd....is her first day of acca...gambade...

2day, i go to watch "money not enough 2" with ys....is a nice movie...i cried in one scene, but not rili rmb which scene...after movie, thinking of jalan*2.....then i go to take a look on the phone shop....the digi number there is rili nice....finally, i decided to buy a number tat similiar to my number...nice man....and it jz cost me 10 for the nice number....

after home, i started my work n load the drama....when mom home, i told her i bought my digi number....but she scolded me..like i am brainless.....i am sad....rili rili hate that feelings....oledi 2 days she had scolded me....i am trying to change myself...but y is she still threat me like tat...am i rili tat wrong...the emotion is rili rili unaffordable....

i have a feeling...i won't get any happy response from her when i share my things with her...included the movie i watched....i am wanted to tell her, but her reaction seems like not feeling to listen to me....

i dunno what can do to make her happy now....

A Bad Day For Me........

2008-09-15T16:30:00.000+08:00

I am sad....
Dunno y.....i am tired with my life....
Not dissapointed with it...it is just speechless....

Improving in my life?
Is it possible for me?
Make my dream come true...
It is hard to do....

Make my life perfect...
To do all my best....
Wishing all the best....